They ask me Padre what I see
as I look out into the leprous English winter.
I don't see the future... of that I am certain
- no return to Court
- no contented 'nun' walking here in the gardens in summer.
I don't see my present either
the sodden fields of the Vale
the church tower of Houghton Conquest
All this has become invisible to me.
I see only the sierra - capped in ermine
and the bright banners of knights
raising dust as they ride to tilt
across the wide fields of Aragon. I see
the face of a withered spanish woman
reflected by the glass.
They ask me Padre - why then do I prefer to look out?
I can only tell them this:-
in the flames that dance with the shadows of the hall
I see the flashes of a young King greeting his Lady.
In the laughter and games by the fire I hear only his voice
whispering, always whispering, a courtly poem of love. Gavin Stewart